I spend days thinking 'bout how
A way to wait to dying quiet
I shouldn't have existed
And you don't deserve to live this
I could set myself on fire
You would be my last desire
I am a time bomb I can't fight it
I need you, my mind's collapsing
Closed a cellar door
I was born with adrenaline in my blood
Closed a cellar door
But come with me
I'm afraid to be alone
I'm living quiet
I'm living in these feelings
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Closed a cellar door
I was born with adrenaline in my blood
Closed a cellar door
But come with me
I'm afraid to be alone
My mind is hypnotized
I'm looking at this knife
I don't wanna die
I don't wanna come to the other side of my hands
Cover my skin
I should have taken my pills
I should have tried to heal
I should have been born to live
I never believe and be free
I can feel the breath of the death
I can feel to strengthens
I can feel this voice
I can feel this sound, nothing can sound to be dead
I'm not here no more
I can't feel the high
I can't feel the blood
I can't feel the knife
I can't feel the pain
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There's a voice inside my head
It says you must obey me
There's a ghost inside my soul
It says you must live with this
There's a shadow in front of me
It says you must do this
There's a pain inside my chest
It just must live here
Closed a cellar door
I was born with adrenaline in my blood
Closed a cellar door
But come with me
I'm afraid to die alone